thoughts about writing ... weird

[nathalia]

at school- God. I'm so desperately in the need for some me time. I need to write. I want it very badly right now and it is so awesome to have so much writing energy in me nut ow I really need to write and can't because I have math and spanish. I wanted to write now in history, take another look at the conversation between hobbie and shan I wrote because i have never read it and am curious about it myself which is a great thing about writing without knowing what's coming out. Afterwards, you can go back and be surprised by your creative output which can be fun if you don't hate what you've written which is harder to do when you have no idea you've written it.

Okay, I think I should try to write after doing drugs. Now all I need is drugs for that experiment. I haven't gotten drunk recently. I like my drunk output if I can decipher it afterwards