Alt, ich weiß, aber ich hab's grad zufällig gefunden und es hat mich zum Lachen gebracht, u.a. weil ich "An Inconvenient Truth" weder beim ersten, noch beim zweiten oder dritten Mal, dass ich ihn angeschaut habe, toll fand. Nichts, dass ich das Problem nciht sehe, aber ich hasse den Film.

i felt dead inside yesterday. so dead i wasn#t even able to muster the strength to go to school. i felt so empty. so ... i can't describe it. i talked to her later, she says she is okay, i hope it's the truth. i really miss her, it'll be another month and a half before i see her again which is plenty.

i didn't get my report card yet. i have to look for the teacher later. i really don't care about it though. i don't. and i guess it would be a lot saner if i did.

i'm doing fine. considering the circumstances. i have been better, it is just a phase. it will be over. maybe not so soon although i hope so but it's a temporary thing.

missing

Jan. 28th, 2008 02:51 pm
 

I miss my mommy already.

I felt like there was a ay and I still do. I acted all strong and all when she left yesterday. I want her to come back; I want to look for her scent and complain about not finding it.

I know she has to leave us, but nonetheless it’s not easy. I felt lousy at school, I wanted to come back home, I wanted to be alone if I couldn’t be with my mom. It was a relief that my sister was home so I was distracted and she is going through the same thing as me.

I kind of want Dani gone. I don’t feel like it’s right for her to be here now that things have fallen apart. It should be the three of us and nobody else.

I barely arrived at home after school, having mentioned to Dani that I still had to do some stuff for KepTex (which I think is obvious for, "I'll need the computer") and when I have put everything in order only a few minutes after coming home I have to discover that Dani snatched the computer. This is really nice on her part especially because I am totally convinced that whatever she HAS to use the computer for is WAY more important than what I have to do with is just school / business stuff which is why I'm not mad at her or anything.

This is one of the bigger things that upset me. Mainly it is stuff like her inablity to be on time for ANYTHING, her disregard of human necessities excluding her own (I'm referring mostly to sleep), her apparent deafness (I am assuming that she is at least partially deaf because unless I am misinformed headphones were created so you could listen to something without everyone around you having lo listen to it as well. Dani does use headphones but unfortunately she turns the volume up so that it wouldn't make much of a difference if she didn't use the headphones).

As the subject is Dani -- and I know there have been many rants about her lately but I can't help it if I complain about it in her presence and nothing changes -- I have decided that I don't see why I or my parents should get her a birthday present. She is going to celebrate her birthday at our place, my mom is buzing the drinks and the food and everything. IMHO, that is enough of a birthday present.

I have fled to the living room once again with my notes on the big KepTex meeting and my AlphaSmart to get some work done here where I don't have to listen to her music. I won't get much done without my computer though. I'll do a bit, as much as possible, but I will need my computer ...  I just got an idea. And it's a genius idea. Or something similar. A way to get my room and my computer back.

4:08pm
I have regained the power over my computer and my room as predicted and can only hope that I will have about two quiet hour for myself. That's what I need to finish my work.

I might be acting like a bitch that is annoyed by every little thing Dani does but it is a serious matter. In the beginning I was extremely tolerant but as time goes on, I just donät have the patience and you need a lot of patience with her.

Weeds

Jan. 18th, 2008 07:09 pm

caught B. watching p. and I don't really care. Should have been louder on the stairs to warn him. Dani and Johann want to go to Freiburg for some party tomorrow and I'm really not in the mood for it. I mean, why? This is such bullshit.Not that they haven't had stupid ideas before but this is totally fucked up.

Watching Weeds, it's cool. I think U-Turn just died and the song that is playing, I know it from somewhere, but I can't remember the song's name, it's been a while since I last heard it but I know for sure that it used to be on my iTunes playlist. Now, if I were a man, I'd stay the hell away from Nancy Botwin. Three men dead already. Granted, she wasn't with U-Turn, but he liked her. Well, as long as Conrad stays save. I like him and almost all other characters. No, I like all of them.

Problem with Weeds is that there are moments when I can't help but think, "man, I should smoke some again. It's been a long time and I really know it's a stupid idea as are so many of my ideas.

School's almost over for this semester. A week or so left and no more exams or tests which is a real relief. Today, I took a test in English and had my Ethics exam. Another relief though is that I'm rid of Social Studies forever now. No more of that stupid unlikable teacher I just can't stand. At least until 13.2 when I'll have him in Geography, but it'll be a while until that happens, so I'm not all too worried.

Found the song I was talking about. It IS on my iTunes playlist. "Your Rocky Spine" by Great Lake Swimmers. I love this band although I didn't like the first song of theirs I heard. The Showtimes website is really helpful when it comes to music. Anyway, need to go on watching Weeds. I'm hooked.

Telefon

Jan. 17th, 2008 05:25 pm
"Telefon!", schrie Julchen und sprang von meinem Bett auf, mein Words in Context in der Hand.
 Jetzt schreit sie durchs Haus, dass Siggi, ihr Pate, bester Freund meines Vaters, sollte er sowas haben, in einer halben Stunde vorbeikommt. Ich beschäftige mich währenddessen mit George Bush bzw. seinem Hund Barney, der eine eigene Internetseite hat. (Barney im Irak)
Ich habe WiC mittlerweile zurückbekommen, sie hat keine Lust mehr, mich abzufragen, was ich sehr gut nachvollziehen kann ... Sie ist wieder da, will Geschichte lernen.
 scored a total of 12 in Lit which I'm pretty happy about. And Oscar ... well Oscar is Oscar. Who else should he be really? My parents only call him Oscar ever since they first saw him.

BK

Jan. 15th, 2008 09:01 pm

BK-Arbeit wiederbekommen. Der geniale Schnitt von 1-2. Herr John scheint in seiner Laufbahn als Lehrer nicht gelernt zu haben, wie man einen Schnitt angibt. Nicht, dass es was ausmacht. Es ist einfach zu gut. Wer hat schon so einen Schnitt? Isi hat 15 Punkte, hat sie auch verdient, bei all dem, was ich von ihr abgeschrieben habe. Ich hab 14.
Dafür haben alle für ihr Projekt 8 Punkte bekommen. Zieht einen ganz schön runter, ist aber okay.
AC ist morgen weg. Ich will nicht, dass meine Mama geht.
Ich hab gestern angefangen Twin Peaks zu schauen, die Serie ist genial. David Lynch an sich ist fantastisch und Twin Peaks ist wirlkich gut.

rant

Jan. 12th, 2008 10:09 pm

 i officially declare that I'm mad at Dani for not being able to respect me at all. Isn't it common sense that when someone is sleeping, you don't have phone calls in the same room? Apparently Dani isn't aware of that. The girl really has a thing for making sleeping impossible for me when she is still awake when I fall asleep and that's something I'm very sensible about.

I also hate that she has taken up about 1G of my memory space and installed several programs on my computer without even asking (I'm considering to delete them behind her back). Oh, and could she please stop moaning about me not doing anything with her? She never did anything with me while I was at her place and for example yesterday I was at the KepTex meeting and went out with the guys afterwards. I even came home earlier to see if she wanted to do something, but she had gone someplace. I didn't even bother to ask where she had been. And I had told her that this weekend, I wouldn't  be doing anything because I have an exam on Monday -- an exam I am probably going to fail miserably, but still an exam.

At least Newsarama has something entertaining: Avengers Fairy Tales putting the Avengers in the story of the Wonderful Wizard of Oz and other fairy tales I actually enjoy (Alice In Wonderland and Peter Pan-- these three are probably some of my favorite). That's just cute, something I'd even pick up.

Weeds

Jan. 12th, 2008 03:52 pm
I'm more and more excited about Weeds. The problem about it is that whenever I start watching, I can't stop which is a huge problem because I need to stop to study maths for the exam on Monday. Monday, the first Monday I have to get up before 8:45am which really sucks although I know for sure thatclass will be awesome because the substitute in history is just awesome, much better than the pregnant history teacher that is kinda nuts.

Today, I took a nice little test in Spanish. It was only two pages long and we needed one and a half hours to complete it. We were expecting a long test from what we were told but then I did not expect it to be that long. It was a huge thing. It was kind of overwhelming. I finished earlier than most, sat around with my head on the table for five minutes, did my Spanish homework and read a bit of "Modern Masters: Kevin Maguire" and then handed my test in.

Schoolwise ... Well, maybe I should mention that our economy books finally arrived. We've been waiting for them since early September. I am kind of disappointed; the books not being around and actually not existing at all (that's how it was until December, the books hadn't even gone to the printer yet according to the teacher). It was our running joke and I was kind of hoping the book would take longer to arrive if it arrived at all because we always made so much fun of it. Too bad.

I'm watching Gossip Girl right now and it is totally fun when Chuck is around. He is one of the greatest characters because he is manipulative and has an agenda and talks dirty. Blair, well, my little problem with her is that she prefers Nate. I love Chuck and Blair because they are both evil in a way. Lily and Rufus are interesting as well. Their complicated relationship is a lot more compelling than Serena and Dan's. They always seem to be happy and that is boring. I want scheming and their fights always being about their different social classes is soooo boring. Also, a daughter has to be a bitch to blackmail her mother into giving up the man she really loves to stay with a boring ... I don't know the word for it.

I watched the last aired episode of Dirty Sexy Money and I want to see more. It's cool. It's such an amazing series. As for Desperate Housewives, I am currently downloading episode 410 and I'm dying for Lost. Twenty-one days to go. And I have started to download the third season of DH for Dani as she fell asleep on Doctor Who yesterday. I guess it's not her thing.

armes lj

Jan. 7th, 2008 10:30 pm
Wegen Schlafmangel, Internetproblemen und was weiß ich allem habe ich mein geliebtes LJ vernachlässigt. Ich wieß gar nicht, ob ihc dieses Jahr schon was gepostet habe.

Dani hat gestern einen neuen Langschlafrekord hingelegt: Sie hat bis 19:30 Uhr geschlafen und hätte weitergeschlafen, wenn ich sie nicht geweckt hätte.

Die Schule hat wieder angefangen und bis 12.2 muss ich jetzt montags früh aufstehen, was sehr deprimierend ist. Es war doch immer so schön, am Montag ausschlafen zu können. Aber es ist ja nur ein paar Wochen und ich hoffe wirklich, dass der Stundenplan nicht geändert wird.

Auf Newsarama gibt es Informationen zu Brand New Day. Ich bin immer noch böse auf Joe Q. was OMD anbelangt, aber ich will wissen, was sie jetzt machen, nachdem sie Spidey kaputt gemacht haben (zumindest sehe ich das so). Ist es Blasphemie zu sagen, dass ich DC zur Zeit viel, viel besser finde als Marvel? Klar, Cap ist weiterhin hervorragend, Messiah Complex ist gut, usw., aber ich bin böse auf Joe Q.

Wenn ich wieder mal Zeit habe, will ich mir neue Icons basteln, ich bin der Meinung, dass ein paar von denen, die ich gerade benutze, veralten und habe tolles Material für neue. Ich ersetze nicht alle, es gibt welche, die dafür zu toll sind, aber ein paar schon. Answer the Question bleibt auf jeden Fall. I <3 Renee Montoya. (Ich weiß, dass sie lesbisch ist und das falsch verstanden werden könnte.)

Winter break.

It would only be better if there wasn't this stupid Christmas thing in a few days. I HATE Christmas.
We're going over to Silly's in a few minutes to do her annual Christmas celebration. I'm sooo not excited about it. Besides, I still have to find the Wichtel present. I know it's in my room but that's about everything I know.

Dani and I overslept today. Missed two hours of economy. I don't think that's that grave a problem.

 

mini saga

Dec. 18th, 2007 11:51 pm
Today, my English teacher gave us the assignment to write a "mini saga" (I'd call it a drabble), a little story with exactly fifty words. I liked what I wrote. It's a Misfits drabble.




"You always do that?" the intellectual askes his partner sitting down next to him.

The blue-eyed redneck looked at him puzzled.

"Screw with the wrong people," the blond added helpfully.

A devilish grin graced the cowboy's handsome face under the brim of his hat. "I screw with everybody, man."





Note: Interestingly, some people who read it in class, thought that "I screw with everybody" meant the same as "I screw everybody" which I found quite amusing.

blub

Dec. 16th, 2007 01:16 pm
Dani is fast asleep. It's amazing how long this girl can sleep -- and this is coming from me who enjoys sleeping in. Today, I woke up at 8am and just couldn't get back to sleep although I tried really hard and had only gpne to bed at about 1:30am.

I've been doing my social studies homework since then, a bit at least, and reading the Sinestro Corps War. It's just amazing and I can't wait to read the Blackest Night. Good thing I only have to wait until summer 2009. It will most likely be their summer event and I like that it has already been announced. I am totally convinced that Johns will deliver great stuff in it and have an interesting build-up. Some things were obvious, for example that Sodam Yat would be the one to take up the mantle of Ion. I knew it when Arisia was told to keep an eye on him. But he is a cool character and all this seems to be a nice throwback to a story Alan Moore wrote in the 1980s that mentioned a Sodom Yat, a very powerful Green Lantern with Kryptonian powers, who according to some prophecy died in the Blackest Night or something. I don't remember much. It just returned to me because I read something about it somewhere.

I have to admit that right now I am enjoying the DCU as a whole a lot more than the Marvel Universe. I like Birds of Prey, Teen Titans, Justice Society of America, Green Lantern Corps, Green Lantern, Wonder Woman, Nightwing, Booster Gold, The All-New Atom, Action Comics and Superman. In the Marvel U, I stick to Captain America (the best title they are putting out), X-Men, X-Factor, Uncanny X-Men, Daredevil, and New Avengers although the pacing annoys me. And I'm enjoying the Messiah Complex. I just hope it won't end in the same lame way as World War Hulk did.

Yesterday, Dani and I watched four episodes of Six Feet Under because it seemed that everyone was either at some relative's birthday or learning or whatever. I'm under the impression that Dani enjoyed SFU even though she seemed to dislike the sexual imagery between David and Keith which I myself enjoy quite a bit (I know it figures). I might as well ask her about it, it surprised me to see her reaction to it.
Nachdem das literarische Quartett gestern fantastisch war, hat AC Dani und mir vorgeschlagen heute zu schwänzen, weil ich sowieso nur zwei Stunden Englisch gehabt hätte, und dann gegen 9.00 Uhr nach Stuttgart zu fahren. Es ist jetzt 11.40 Uhr -- Dani schläft immer noch, obwohl ich sie gegen 9.00 Uhr mehrfach geweckt habe. AC und ich haben uns drauf geeinigt erst um 11.00 Uhr zu fahren. Kurz vor elf hat Dani immer noch geschlafen und AC hat gesagt, dass wir warten sollten, bis Dani aufwacht.

Ich habe in der Zwischenzeit Dirty Sexy Money und Dexter angeschaut. Um genau zu sein läuft die letzte Folge der ersten Staffel von Dexter gerade. Die Serie ist einfach genial. Genau wie Dirty Sexy Money.

Weil ich sehr multi-tasking fähig bin, lade ich gleichzeitig auch noch die aktuellen Ausgaben von Captain America (Vol. 5) zum vierten Mal hoch, diesmal auf einem anderen Server, weil ich will, dass viele, viele Leute Zugang dazu haben, die Serie ist einfach genial und ich werde auch weiter hochladen, wenn die Dateien wieder gelöscht werden.

Und wenn ich mit der Folge von Dexter fertig bin, werde ich ein bisschen Comics lesen, habe ich seit Dani hier ist nicht mehr regelmäßig gemacht, was nicht gut ist. Ich habe soviel nachzuholen. Nicht nur Aktuelles, sondern auch Altes, das ich lesen will. Mal sehen, wie lang sie noch schläft. - Oh, sie rührt sich endlich.

Aber das heißt nichts, wie ich gerade rausfinde. Mein LJ hat auch sehr unter Dani leiden müssen, ich poste niche mehr regelmäßig. Mein armes LJ:(

Dubai

Dec. 11th, 2007 05:59 pm
So, my arts teacher is going to Dubai by the end of the year or early next year to build huge sunscreens with a diameter of 28 meters (it might be more, I wasn't paying that much attention). 148 ones of them. This is why he won't be able to continue teaching us. But he will be the one to correct the parts of the exam. The rest will be corrected by Helmut John. I need to spell out his first name because every time Laun mentions him, he says his full name which is kinda funny. Manu's reaction to that announcement was, "So, we'll get the exams back in June of July, right?"

Dunno where Dani is. As long as she's away, I'll watch an episode of some TV show I still have on my computer.

And as Steve requested it, a picture of the red-headed me. The picture is totally distorted, but I blame that on lj. I'll see if I can post a better one later, this is just so Steve can't say I'm evil.




1941

Dec. 10th, 2007 10:16 pm
Herr Bier enttäuscht mich mal wieder. Da hieß es, er schickt mir heute abend noch meine Note und was habe ich um 10 Uhr bekommen? - Nichts. Arschloch.

Wir haben 1941 geguckt. Papa und ich fanden ihn viel lustiger als die anderen drei, Dani hat auch mehr gelacht als Jul und AC. Jul fand ihn überhaupt nicht lustig, kann ich nicht nachvollziehen.

Ich hab GK nciht unterbelegt. Ist gut so.

Muss schlafen gehen. Darf morgen COmputer nicht vergessen.

Bin grad in GK. Wir sollen was ausdrucken, aber ich war nicht da, als wir es gemacht haben. Die Klausuren sind nicht alle gut ausgefallen. Was das heißt, will ich nicht wissen. Bekommen sie nachher wieder. Dani un Johann finden Herr Wendel schwul, wiel der Johann so angeschaut hat, als der isch vorgestellt hat.

Red

Dec. 7th, 2007 03:46 pm
I dyed my hair red.
I haven't seen the result yet, my head is wrapped up in a towel and I'm going to blowdry it now. Any regrets? Hell, yeah, I've regretted ever since I bought the hairdye. I don't assume that's a good omen.
The question I'm asking myself: Why did I have to be Irish? Why couldn't I be anything else?
Good news for me: My hair isn't totally wet now and it's a reddish brown. I can retouch it on the photos, intensify it, but it probably won't take too long till it's washed out and I'm not looking like a red traffic light. There might be even some people who don't notice it -- I hope.

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