I got in contact with J. again and I would really like to know what he meant when he wrote that he'd like to meet me again and catch up and do those things we couldn't when we last got together because we ran out of time. This guy makes my head spin. Mentioned carnaval in Salvador, but this is a no-go for me. It would be much better if he came next year even though I don't really know what carnaval with a guy would be like. Not that I'd hook up with him again ... okay, I would. But it would be weird. Then again, thinking of him as a friend is weird. He is a man, and not just some man. (I could go into details about what kind of man he is, but ´that wouldn't be adequate).
Dani and I watched plenty of SFU today, she is still watching on AC's mini DVD, I want to write a bit. I've been trying to get back to my Misfits which is working. Distancing myself from them was a good idea. Now I can go back with a new perspective.