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and i cheer as he yells at her, happy that it's finally happening, that he's finally sick of it. I can yell and ight with her all I want, it's meaningless. but him getting mad and angry, that's something different, something that might actually have an impact if she still remembers it tomorrow. I'm so sick of it.

"If you can't do it for yourself, then at least do it for me ... Or no, I forgot that you've stopped doing anything for anyone other than yourself a long time ago."

That's what I said today and she didn't like it. Of course, she forgot it two minutes later. She can't stick to one topic, refers to my father as my uncle and while I was in the kitchen with her right now, I was close to telling her that my dad would just divorce her. It's not going to happen but sometimes Ihope it would. I feel so bad for him. He is so lost. and nobody sees how hard all of this is on him. they got married because they loved each other and now he's stuck with this woman who barely even resembles the woman he used to love physically. Personality-wise ... she'd need a personality other than the selfishness she is displaying right now to classify as having a personality.

Maybe his anger will lead to a change. One can hope.

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holy shit. he's serious. he locked the bedroom door. wow.