Behind Schedule
Dec. 5th, 2008 10:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
nathaliaFifth day of December and guess what: I'm already behind schedule on BAP. I have aboout 6.3k when today I should be hitting 8.3k
Somehow I'm proud of myself which is kinda creepy because it's the first time in a writing project that I've ever gotten behind on schedule. Never during NaNo has that happened to me, the same goes for Script Frenzy. So this is a new experience for me and as fucked up as it may sound, I think it's exciting. I know so many people who have to rush at the end of NaNo and that has never ever happened to me. The closest thing I ever experienced was this year because I kept increasing my goal. And this time I'm taking is slow, in a healthy way if that's what you want to call it. And I don't intend to write ANYTHING this weekend as I need to focus on math which means I'll get to catch up even more. And I'm smiling foolishly about that.
Somehow I'm proud of myself which is kinda creepy because it's the first time in a writing project that I've ever gotten behind on schedule. Never during NaNo has that happened to me, the same goes for Script Frenzy. So this is a new experience for me and as fucked up as it may sound, I think it's exciting. I know so many people who have to rush at the end of NaNo and that has never ever happened to me. The closest thing I ever experienced was this year because I kept increasing my goal. And this time I'm taking is slow, in a healthy way if that's what you want to call it. And I don't intend to write ANYTHING this weekend as I need to focus on math which means I'll get to catch up even more. And I'm smiling foolishly about that.
