scents

[nathalia]

 Dani has gone to bed, I am lying in bed with my computer, catching up on Birds of Prey, wearing nothing but underwear and shirt of my dad's that smells of him and that I put on when I was in my parents' room and felt cold in my polo shirt which I have now taken off. I love how B. smells. It's a very distinctive smell, somewhat sweet but only faintly so, also spicy in a way. I can't really describe it but I love to take a nap with my mom, using his pillow and blanket because I constantly inhale this scent that I just love.

I have often tried to find out how AC smells, but I can't find it. When I lean close to B., I find his smell. It's in his hair, it's just everywhere. I wonder how I smell. I know I will never know.

(I am going totally Perfume here and I hate the book).