about yesterday

i felt dead inside yesterday. so dead i wasn#t even able to muster the strength to go to school. i felt so empty. so ... i can't describe it. i talked to her later, she says she is okay, i hope it's the truth. i really miss her, it'll be another month and a half before i see her again which is plenty.

i didn't get my report card yet. i have to look for the teacher later. i really don't care about it though. i don't. and i guess it would be a lot saner if i did.

i'm doing fine. considering the circumstances. i have been better, it is just a phase. it will be over. maybe not so soon although i hope so but it's a temporary thing.